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Monday, March 28th, 2005
9:34 pm	update so i spent 6 days straight with james, and tonight will be the 7th. and i totally love it. last night was my first experience meeting the parents, the aunt and uncle, and other two people not related to james, but related to the aunt. and it was easter, so double experience por moi. psshhh yay jamesis coming.........and i amde mashed potatoes special tonight....with fennel, and i made jamesy stuffed shells saturday and that was yummy. and other than it raining through my ceiling today, ive had such a good week. gonna go visit mommy tomorrow thatlly be fun too. back wednesday ngiht then to NEW york all day thursday with liz! woooh....ahhh scheduling, got it in first day, as normal. heh, and my hand is hurting now so time to eat more then get a james! peace. Current Mood: woooohh Current Music: david grey (Comment on this)
Monday, March 21st, 2005
5:17 pm	so its been awhile it seems........ spring break rocked. i got to spend time with james, with my people watching horrible and scary ass movies, eating wonderful food, and painting galore. first week back to school was good too.....everything fell into place. and i am right on schedule, and that feels great. in fact i dont really have anything due for the rest of the week since i already finished tuesday and friday homework, and thursday i dont have anything due, wednesday no class, and my teacher loved my homework for today! so i rock! then, i also got a job as shift manager at maggie moos, but i am turning them down. heh. i haven't seen my rachel in awhile and i miss her. someone keeps hogging her from me!!!!!! and karli and i are going teacher shopping which will be awesome, after i already went mini sexy-clothes shopping saturday. so spring is looking extra wonderful. james and i have read 2 chapters in our new french book! we will be experts soon. i need to replant viggo before he dies, and then he will be big and strong.....and my laundry needs to be switched into the dryer in a few minutes. i am considering making james some yumyum.....chocolateness........so i might dip out now and go do that, and my laundry. till the next treasured time you will hear from lexy-loo :) Current Mood: heheheh Current Music: cranked up! (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 12th, 2005
1:26 am	kiss my ass lalalalallalalalalalala so lexy should be painting 24/7 for the next three days, and also the past 5 days! grrhhhhh. and i cant wait till my breakfeast/dinner tomorrow night........i mean, its been...almost 6 days! i neeeeeeddddd it. and my sides hurt, and my legs.....like no other. this is the second full day of hurting, i am wondering if its something serious, like some weird disease. so if i die, you'll know why......but i hope i dont! love you! ~alexandrala Current Mood: wooooohh Current Music: ben a la folds (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
2:09 pm	lexys back in the game........ happy. i feel happy again. like, excitingly happy. overwhelming....those sensations that i thought wouldn't come again, well to tell the truth, i forgot they exist. since i havent felt them in years now. and that since my breakup, i didnt feel them because i was having crushes. and so i forgot that there are feelings, those churning kind that start in the pit of your stomach and then take over everywhere else..... and now they are back after a vacation of 3 years....only this time, they feel stronger.....and quicker....but in reality its not that its quicker, since they've had 3 years of build up. and it feels good. i feel good. when was the last time i walked down mount royal in the cold, and was smiling, unaware that it was cold, unaware of who was watching me or driving by? its been awhile..... but dont worry! i remind myself constantly to watch where i am walking and not to fall :) i hope this lasts, i really do. Current Mood: happy Current Music: jammin' (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
6:52 pm	I remember when you and me mmm how we used to be just good friends Wouldn't give me none But all I wanted was some She's got a whole lot of reasons and he got none but he thinks he got so many problems I never seen nobody move the way she did Well she did and she does and she'll do it again If you would only listen You might just realize what you're missing You're missing me If you would only listen You might just realize what you're missing You're missing me Current Mood: pensive (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
6:27 pm	the healing power of mac and cheese MY WEEKEND : saturday morning go to work and steal new toothe brush which is so cool cuz its a sample one so its special! Afternoon: go see poppy in the hospital, get pissed even more that mama is doing what she is doing....dont even want to talk about it. evening: get dropped off by dad, see a certain someone walk in to the building before me, decide to go down to dinner just so i can talk to him, and get to have a great convesation. then head back to my room, alone, and all the sudden get massively sick. i wake up every 2 hours, throw up at one point, take 2 doses of IBprophen, have 99.6 fevers as a low, shiver like no other, and somehow did this all by myself, no one was home :(. Sunday morning: wake up by a phone call for katrina. Shower, dad comes over and makes me matzah ball soup, and got me pepsi, which i downed like no other. Now i am trying to finish my life drawing homework, and making mac and cheese to soothe my soul.... i cant wait till the sickness is gone...no more one-on-one time with the floor, and that will make a little lexy so very happy!! and we all like lexy better when shes happy :) till next time........ Current Mood: sicky Current Music: kinks- lola (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
3:15 pm	windy city Finally its friday! and im going home for the night, gonna spend some quality time with the folks, maybe watch a movie, stay up really late having life changing conversations with my dad, then have to wake up really early for work!!!! sounds like every other night this week. im so tired, but i guess ill get to sleep in sunday. then i have to draw like no other!!!! models anyone? heheheheh. and let me just tell you, my thursday night class was so awesome. i did performance art!! and i wasnt too embaressed. and though i was so tired this morning, my friday morning class was great too!!! and finally, i am getting back into my "art" groove. and it feels so good! and when i got back from class today, i left my window about 6 inches open, and a bird had flew in and freakin shat on my bed!!! gosh!! thats enough updating for now. till next time.... Current Music: guster (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
10:18 pm	breathing again we pulled through, all of us. because we rock. collective hive back in action. enough said. good times to come and thats what i live for right now: you guys make that happen. love, me. Current Mood: good Current Music: ... well i want to hear zero 7, so ill do it in my head (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
11:07 pm	i straight up lied today so i said i was OK. but im a big liar. im not OK. nope, sorry cant drop it so easily. i may result to pretending, but underneath it all, i cant change the way i feel with a punch in the arm. fuck this shit. Current Music: sade lovers rock (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
9:44 pm	i miss school. ive only been home for a little while, i know. but thats all i needed. i needed the time from that phone call thursday night till i woke up this morning. and ok, maybe till about 5pm tonight. and ok, maybe dinner and the movie with mom was good, but it wasnt needed. but i know she needed it. once i came home, after my parents came home, and everyone else went to bed, dad and i stayed up watching nat king cole till the marathon was over. then i had one of the best talks of all time, record booking even. damn, my dad is one smart guy. i dont even know how long we talked for, hours. but i needed it so bad. and then, everything was all better again. i love that. i love how when i come home, no matter what kind of worries overcome me at school, as soon as i walk in the house, and sometimes into daddys arms, i come back again full circle into the controlled, pulled together gal that i am. no more of that second-guessing, cry your eyes out for something you cant do anything about girl that i was a few days ago. dont get me wrong, i know i needed that to. and im not saying i am completely not vulnerable right now. believe me, i feel good about being able to handle this poppy situation. but there are other situations right now i still feel....not vulnerable, but....just not sure of. actually rather confused...but that will clear up soon, i hope. now, i feel pretty confident that i can go back to school with the knowledge, and set of mind, that life will take its course the way it was meant to. and that when the moment comes, though i will experience sadness again, and it will "hurt like hell", i know that he would want me to be happy, and do whatever it takes to be that happy. and that is what i am going to do. for him, and for me. finally, i can take a deep breath again, and enjoy what i had and will have. Current Mood: peaceful (Comment on this)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
9:19 pm	life is so strange "be zen" my 12 year old sister says to me. my 18 year old sister mooned me while brushing her teeth just now. my brother smiled then continued typing to his friends on his computer, and my dog got real happy and jumped me. and my parents are still at the hospital. i dont know if they are coming home tonight or not, and i wish they would at least tell us whats going on, without bullshit. being with james and rachael tonight made me feel better, i was distracted, and having a good time. i know ill be needing a lot of that this next week..... now that i am home, being with the siblings is good. lets just hope it stays that way. but going back to school, i think i will need constant distrations, of all accounts. time for us now....... til later <3 Current Mood: numb/sad (Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
12:33 am	this is life mhhh.....okok secrets are no fun true, but sometimes they might be.......si kudous to this past weekend! <3 lexy Current Mood: chipper Current Music: jons mix (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 28th, 2005
2:29 pm	ok, so strange things are happening. but i cant tell you till like...i dont, a few months, if youre lucky, it may be like a year! but... gwarhhhh Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: heater (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
6:28 pm	weird i feel weird. just weird. strange. unusual. in short, sensations of such weirdness arouse me. oy vey -doh Current Mood: weird Current Music: uncle walter- ben folds (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
5:06 pm	snows, stops, snows, ... my nails are fire engine red, i have a semi-stalker, and i have to draw 6 hands soon. and the second chocolate pecan pie this week was a little weaker then the first, due to the speeding up process enforced my karli and elizabeth so that they could eat it that day! but all in all, as i finished the first round of all my classes this semester, i can honestly say, that DAMN, i put a good schedule together :) love lexy Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: smile, if youve got something to hide (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
12:39 am	for godsakes drink up baby, down. are you in or are you out? leave your things behind because its all going off without you. excuse me, too busy writing your tradgedy. these mishaps, you bubble wrap, when you've no idea what your like. so let go, jump in, oh well, whatcha waiting for? it's alright cuz theres beauty in the breakdown. it gains the more it gives and rises with the fall. so hand me the remote. cant you see that all that stuff is a sideshow? such boundless pleasure, we've no time for later now. you can't await your own arrival. let go. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 16th, 2005
3:23 pm	everyone listen up. add lesinator to your list if you want to be cool. So. last night, first night back. leslie makes me sleep with her, but it was cool. < i slept on the bottom...haha no guys, not like that. the futon. !!> and today my parents were idiots when they took me out to what was suppose to be breakfeast but my the time we decided and stopped roaming the city, it was lunch time. good old city cafe. then leslie ann helped me with my sumi ink, my last sumi ink backing piece. and i fucked it up a lot, and if she wasnt there to help me, then it would ne soo much worse!!!! good thing karli wasnt there, she would have freaked. now we are waiting for graeber to come by with the ingrediants for the pecan pie so we can get that started. < I owe elizabeth one befroe Ed. but you two will be sharing. and sharing with all of us too!> mwhahah. choocccooolllatte.. lates mofos. leecee Current Mood: woooh! Current Music: polka music (Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
11:40 am	a-boom-boom-boom, let me hear you say "wayooh, wayooh" last day before i move back to school. i am celebrating my going to a diving competion down at CP, and then to dinner with some of the crowd. But before I leave, and maybe afterwards, i need to get my groove on. that means i gotta dip out and roll. chacha Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: fareing well to 99.1 (Comment on this)
Friday, January 7th, 2005
10:38 am	crude fucker mothers and brothers so. dad took the key. he has the key in his pocket. where is he? not here. he is in the city doing what people in the city do.....working. which means the key is fucking there. damn it. And i just called Sushi Hana to make reservations for tonight for dear rachels 20th birthday! and when i gave them my name i spelled it out "L-E-X-Y-E"! what the fuck, i put an E at the end of my name.........what was i thinking?! weird. and ziggy tried to jump/hump/bite me all at the same time.....he would be a sadist if he were human. and danielle is in london and made me call andrey to leave him a mean message for not being online....and i dont like calling andrey, its hard enough to see him in person and not want to cut his hair and slap that grin off his sly face. i need.....something refreshing, something new. but dad has the ley to the car so i have to wait till 3 15pm and that is just annoying. lata banga -leecee Current Mood: what does this word even mean? Current Music: ziggy growls (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
8:02 am	< i wanted to see if what you put in brakets show up...i dont think they do> (Comment on this)